So today I got asked for the umpteenth time what I want to do after high school. Does. It. Ever. End? I hate saying I don't know. But I hate giving an answer because I'm so...out of it. I don't want to know yet. I just want to live. Seriously...stop asking people!
At KAY camp I went to a leadership lab where we got to hear a doctor talk about her job and we got to ask her questions. I really enjoyed that because that's the career I've been looking into. After hearing her talk about her job, I found myself not wanting to go to medical school and going through all of that. A lot of girls asked her about starting a family while being at school and entering internship/residency. The doctor said it is the hardest thing to have a family and do the school stuff too. Yet, that's the only reason I'd be suitable for that job because I'm seriously going to be alone, in that sense, for the rest of my life.
So grownups out there mildly interested in my future plans, please stop. You make me think too much. I've thought about getting a biology or chemistry degree and teaching the subject at a school. I've thought about being a nurse. I've thought a lot about being a biomedical engineer, which is pretty cool too. It's too much to think about. So stop.
I am currently writing a speech to my weights professor. I found out today that I'll be the only girl in that class. (YES! Lockeroom all. to. myself.) So my speech/rant/lame-attempt-to-not-do-weights, will be about how I should start a workout/walking program just for myself without the weightlifting. It's gonna be soooo good, even the guys will be in tears. Well...tears of laughter...but tears nonetheless.
I should really practice my persuasive skills,
-alexthenerdette
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