It's been a year since I decided to start this blog. Even though I haven't blogged much lately I think today deserves...well...something. I'm not sure if it's time to just officially close this chapter of my life and move on...or if I should just continue. I really just wanted to update what's going on now, but I'm finding myself at loss for words or "funny" things to say. Finding humor in those little things in life that used to make me happy has gotten more difficult to do. No, the silliness and the stupid stories are not behind me, but they are in the past, just gone. I'm either a. growing up, maturing or b. finding out that being grown up and learning life lessons just plainly sucks. Or maybe it's just a really messed up combination of the two...which makes sense. I'm about to embark on a new journey called college. All I can hope for is that in the midst of the horror and life-changing process I'll find something worth smiling about.
Last year I was sitting in my backyard reading Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's stone when I had an epiphany (to blog). Now a year later I'm sitting at my desk about to get started on reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows in order to prepare for Part 2 next Friday.
holy shenanigans! And now i've just realized harry freakin' potter has changed my life. From the books, movies, parody musicals, to wrock bands it's always been there. Leave it to me blogging about my own thoughts to have epiphanies like this... I think I should just breathe deeply for a while now...
damn,
-alexthenerdette
